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While some say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing but expecting a different resultI believe that is the quintessential definition of stupidity. Insanity was the actions you manifested, the irrational thought that there is no cause and effect. I was the stupid one for following a mad man. I see where you could see things differently, and I don't fault you for that. In fact I praise you for understanding what I could not, that past behavior is an indicator of future behavior, and my behavior was to always forgive you. I am a firm believer in quantum Nude colored Kailua1 Hawaii african woman, and while that was the norm and expected outcome I've thrown a wrench in it and changed the course of discourse.
I might forgive you, in fact I think I already have, but forgiveness and acceptance are two different things. If what you wanted was my forgiveness for your transgressions, you got it.
And if that's what you sought than, let us both come to a mutual draw. However if what you wanted was for me to let you back in, well I simply could not do that. See that's the trouble with sorry, you have to accept the mere acceptance of it. Just because you're sorry does not mean that I will let you be sorry again. I have forgiven you, but I'm stubbornand hardheaded, so I have Who wants to go to a badger game to forgive myself.
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So here I am riddled with personal guilt, the guilt that is keeping me from hurting myself again. Whether you feel guilty, or not is no longer my concern.
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